well, it's all over for now. I've completed the last of my regents that I needed to do. All I gotta say is that 10th grade was a good time of my life. I did my absolute best, got rewarded, I made a school project and it ended up in a book for the Student Press Initiative at Teachers College, Columbia University, and had a good time with my friends overall.

Also, I hate doing presentations in front of the whole class, man... having for the teacher to call up your name, walking nervously to the smart board, and trying your absolute best without trying to screw up is so not fun for an autistic like me... Now, don't get me wrong, I try my absolute best to be as well as I can be, but I get so nervous, and I have this fear of messing up and being very embarrassed about it... it makes me wanna run from the class ASAP... I start to sweat a lot when it happens, my heart starts to beat so much... but I still managed to do well... everybody in the class and my teachers do say that I put so much effort in my presentations and the slides... and while I'm so glad that they're saying all of this, I'm just so relieved that it's over, and I don't have to present again... I want to be a student who is professional, but having all of this nervousness doesn't make me feel this way, and I don't know if it's my autism, or something else... but I'm so glad that I got praise and rewards for it. they told me that I'm so intelligent and brave for presenting, maybe I really am, and I just don't know it...

But finally, after all this hard work, I can finally catch a break... a long summer break... and when school comes again, I'll be sure that I'll be ready for 11th Grade...

and that's pretty much all there is to say... to be honest, it's so crazy to see how time flies, but I hope it will be for something bigger and better for me...